MY NEW BLOG/ JOURNAL/ RANDOM SPACE ON THE WEB

its a bit bare but promise will start picking up on the post ASAP!!

For those who care to know, for now will still be updating outfits here.... slowly but surely

xxx

Last Goodbye

after much thought and agony I have decided to close this blog down...

1 because i have been posting utter crap lately

2 i just don't have the time at the moment

3 my camera is not working and Cant afford a new one until January

4 i have hit what i can only describe as a block


i do however plan to return to the blogging world with a completely new blog...only after the above issues have been resolved... but next time round it will be a personal style/ diary / hobby blog kinda thing... I'm not sure when i will return with the new offering and for those who care to know this a will be roughly in 4-6 months time... I wont however purge this one...

thanks for those who still read my blog despite all the crap....


till we meet again

Check it out!!!!

This is some thing my brilliant friend joanna has done for me, coz she adores me... actually its part of her work at uni, its like a customer profile she kind of based it on me, i think it brilliant... its customer profile board based on a topshop customer aka me!!

Style Inspiration: trend?

the 90's bare midriff is back... guesse i better hit the gym, this is a trend i want to try at least on a night out... but i think killer abs go hand in hand with this kinda thing,

2009 summer abs here i come

Style Moment: No joy in H&M

this is what wore today... i took a quick look in h&m and was surprised by the lack of goodies in there really don't know what thats about, i remember a time when i would walk in and the would be an inevitable moment where i would be having to decide between at least 5 items and cursing my shallow pockets for their lack of funds... today i saw things that where nice but had a resounding meh factor to them... sad

still screwing over a pair of pants i ordered from topshop on Sunday of last week and have not arrived yet...whats the freaking hold up!!!

Style Inspiration: Love lost...

First things first, fashion...

I'm real loving lacy and slightly sheer stuff, especially dresses, little one at that... i have collected quite the little pile of dresses, tops, tights in this theme...
i love it... here are some images i find inspired that...
not sure where i got them, I'm bad i know i just obsessively right click and save anything that remotely makes my heart skip without a second thought... so sorry for no credits...

things are kind of weird for me in so many way... uni, work, family, relationship and whatever else...

however the main thing on my mind is this love triangle my heart seems to be stuck in...

you see the thing is for 3 years i was in love with this guy... who i can hand heart call the love of my life... things were not perfect but we got each other, there where times i wish could be stuck in a bubble with jus him, i was jut that happy... now for one reason or the other he now lives in South Africa and will not be returning anytime soon....

now for a year i held on but gave up wen i met my current bf... now things have been going OK for the past months however... i seem to occasionally spontaneously com-bust into a flood of tears wen i think of my ex (crazy right, but i cant stop it somehow and im not a crying kind of girl at all)... its like a crippling kind of pain... i feel like a total bitch but I'm still in love with him...I'm pretty sure hes in love with me...

... thing is thats a dead end... i just feel scared im gonna be in love with him for the rest of my life and never have a chance of true love... my current bf is sweet... but i don't see it going anywhere, i just dont get him... but that another day another post...

Style Inspiration: Grey black

the camera situation is still not looking good, so you will have to with this kind of crap for a while, blurry grainy mess....

decided to go for a simple look today, grey n black, I'm really feeling like this could be the future for me, i haven't had the opportunity to take a lot of the things i have been wearing lately but this is my current flow... simple is sometimes best, i don't have the stamina for some of the crazy shit i have worn in my youth...

... on a totally un fashion related note, decided to make this blog a bit personal, I'm not sure exactly how many people read this thing but I'm guessing not that many so i think what the hey might as well chat some shit about my life... I'm not that much of a private person anyway...

it wont be an explosive diary, but rather than 'here's what i wore today' i will include something i might think or happened to me in my day etc, I'm not that much of an authority on fashion, i don't know much, i just wear what i like so i wont try and analyse trends or runway shows because Ive no interest in that on a huge scale, i just like clothes, so i will just type to please me, hopefully people find it amusing or ignore it completely and just look at the pics, either I'm cool... I'm just not gonna try to be a fashion guru

LifeMoment: Christmas come early

its ridiculous how Christmas comes earlier and earlier each year.. and to top it off they find more and more farcical ways to celebrate it or should i say to make money off it.... well still doesn't stop me from joining in...

there had this european santa's world in Leeds in the town square, completely over the top and cringe worthy, they sold little weird toys (over priced if you ask me), candles, Christmas tree ornaments and the works...
me and the boyf stopped by this sausage vendor... you can imagine the kind of comments that where made, pretty obvious and crude but just wen i was ashamed of having such a mind some guy worked past and said something even cruder... for those of you interested in what those comments where, sorry cant remember I was somewhere called one to many glasses of wine...

isn't this adorable... me and the boyf haven't got to the i love you stage so it was funny seeing him completely freak and try to avoid this stand, but i tortured him and made him stay... is it sick to enjoy seeing your boyf sweat at the prospect that you might just buy him a giant ' i love you' cookie or better yet one that says 'will you marry me'....

there was a carousel which i didn't get to ride but will tackle that baby because i have been informed that this riduculas wonderland will be there until the end of December... so yay for me...

can you see him sweat... this was me forcing him to smile which ended up with us just combusting in laughter, the joys of alcohol... aah to be young...

this was random although you can catch a glimpse of my diy boots here... something that the boy was again perplexed by... who takes a pair of not so cheap boot (70 from zara) and potentially ruins them with gold studs bought cheap on eBay... me thats who... he did say the looked childish, but i got so many girls asking where i had got them from so eat that Mr french boy...

there was like a pub thing, there was a long Que, we sort of peeked in and all manner of drunken activities where goin on... we where to drunk to care to join in the Que so we wondered off to a nice soul bar called 'Normans' if your ever in Leeds you should so go there, its the coolest place, old school music, and cool people...

this is me taking a picture of him taking a picture of me... did i say that right, lol... what are we like, lol

you can kind of see he boots if you squint.... I think their cool... but apparently 'he likes them if i like them'... whatever that means....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!... see it just sound wrong at this time of year....

Random : lol

This is so funny... is it for real...lol